I’m not going to lie to you, the last few weeks have been hard on this duo. Looking back I think it was due to a convergence of obstacles that made us seriously reconsider how and why we do and live like we do.
We’ve been waiting for a month to get our boat hauled out. In that time Bri found a job, then was removed from the schedule and we began the search again….
We’d been badgering the boatyard to get a spot, and out of the blue they call us and say “You ready today?”
Well sure, so we start up the motor and in the process we blew our head gasket. Called a towboat and get towed in. So, we’re on the hard and things should start looking up, eh? Well, we now have a rusty boat with a rotten mast, and a motor that’s very broken. Not a lot seems to be going our way here.
Then, Christmas hits and we’re both feeling, not just a little, but rather a lot of homesickness. I miss the mountains and we both have radical families that we’ve not seen in a long time. Plus, there are little things that both our families have done, just small things mind you, like a box of candy, cards, and a long awaited movie that just make us both miss the people we’re closest to.
We’re both been feeling a little ill, but we talked this morning and if we were to give up now and call it quits we would wonder for the rest of our lives what could have been. What adventures would we miss? Sure we could go back to the comfortable adventures. I’d love to go ski and climb, keeping things comfortably dangerous, but I dunno the more people we meet and places we visit, the more I desire to be out there living on a wild and widely varying course rather then taking the safe path that goes up and down but doesn’t yield up the entire world of experiences.
Call me crazy (I know I do every day) but I’m hoping its the darkest before dawn and the sun is coming over the horizon. Thanks again for all the support. Have a happy holiday and if nothing else is gained here, the lessons of dealing with and overcoming challenges is worth it.
Endlessly hopeful is the only way to live!!